Where will it all end?
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Duo Dark Shinigami Does -NOT- like Yaoi. I respect your choice respect mine.
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Well dA....things are falling apart for me. So many drastic changes in one month that it just depresses me.
I gained a few things...but lost more then what I gained. One is friends. I mean...I don't even see half the friends that I used to have anymore. Sure I know it's summer, and people want to be out doing things...but I don't hear one ioda from any of them save for maybe 2...out of the whole lot...
The second thing is something that urks me. For I'm getting threats for something that I'm willing to do when I can and ask nothing in return. Instead I'm being told no understanding and being told..to leave.
The third...I'm losing my free time. Because of said none understanding and having to spend my time else where I'm losing my entertainment. It was ether the satellite TV or Internet. I can't afford both. Times are hard and people are only making it harder for me.
I have lost all sense of creativity, in this downward spiral and yet I'm being forced to do art because I "have to" It's lost it's thrill and enjoyment for me, and now I just feel like I want to fall into a hole somewhere and just make it all go away...
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"The very existence of flame-throwers proves that sometime, somewhere, someone said to themselves, 'You know, I want to set those people over there on fire, but I'm just not close enough to get the job done."
~Art Requests/Trades~ Art Requests/Trades Status:Partly Open!
-To be started 
-Semi-compleated 
-Finished!
Starting Fresh! 
~Kiriban Gift Art~ Next Hit: 75,000! Gift art for: ??? -75,000!.
Colour Pencil Commissions:Open!: [link]
Deleter Tone Commissions:Open!: [link]
Graphite Art Sales:Open! [link]
Sculpture Sales:Pending
~Duo's Current Projects~ -Silver Plushie: 10%-Sculpture of Teripets Shini: 50%-Chibi Sonic Crew Figures: 90%
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-Currently looking for more good active guilds.
-w00t!! 
-Cause you know you have'ta. 
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lol I don't beleive I've ever shouted here before 
Devious Comments
But trust me when I say this, things do turn around. This past year has been hard on me too. I just keep trying to go forward and stear clear of the problem, for it had displayed to me many of times that it does not want my help. Please know that (most) of the people here are with you.
Don't forget that.
But why were you being threatened? I don't understand. What were you trying to help out with?
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"Having fun?"
Chunk Cohen: - When my mom sent me to the summer camp for fat kids and then they served lunch I got nuts and I pigged out and they kicked me out.- Goonies
Why is it always the good people who get un-nesorsary stress in their life?
I can't say I know what your going through without actualy living your life but I know it sounds like your having an absolutly shit time over there.
If I had the money for a plane ticket i'd grab one and come over there to hug you!
I really do hope that things will look up for you soon.
Don't take this the wrong way, but if your finding that drawing now is more stressfull then enjoyable, I know you do it as a job. but maybe it would be worth asking yourself if it's worth it?
If it is then keep on going, but if not then don't carry the stress on your shoulders just because other people want you to.
It's hurting to see your upset.
as for the treats... what the fuck!!! who's doing that? I cant really say a lot without understanding the situation, but don't let them drive you down.
Why does shit happen to good honest people?
I hope everything will turn out ok for you.
I'm on YIM any time you need to speak or just want someone to listen, and if I'm not then note me here and ill get my ass online for you *huggles*
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Your very own screaming banshee!
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"that Duo with the kickass scythe"
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All for my Dulcinea!What I am looking for is God, undistilled.
Cthuhlu fhtagen!
Anyone who presumes that God is on their side, is as dangrous as hell.
Brother, I know what you mean about just having some craptastic days, weeks, and hell even months! For the passed two weeks I have literally been bummed out because of some unnecessary drama that I found myself caught up within. It's been a total suck fest lately, but the rare moments of silver-lining, yeah I cling to those. Things will get better bud, they have to! It's kind of like Murphy's law or something for rotten luck and crap in our lives.
Cheer up dude; if I could I'd give ya a big hug and an awesome Sonic plushie to make you feel better!
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"This is one time where television really fails to capture the true excitement of a large squirrel predicting the weather." - Phil Connors, Groundhog Day
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"Satan's Camaro; in my yard! It's stalking me!!"
Also; I don't have Satellite TV OR Internet, so uh...
I guess I'm living proof that you can live without being around it constantly I guess...
I'm bad at cheering people up. SMILE OR I'LL KNOCK YOUR TEETH OUT. YOU WON'T NEED THOSE IF YOU FROWN ALL THE TIME ANYWAY. >UUUU
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"Fucking great. I'm stuck with an objectively confused teenager and a sexually frigid chinese pimp wannabe..."
I'm in a similar position as far as friends go, so I know how you feel... don't blame you for feeling bad, either. T_T
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Shinigami Miroku
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